Well another busy semester is about embark for me. Lot of my posted work will probably be things that I design for my Advanced Computer Graphics course. I'll be taking one class Summer I Mon-Friday from 8am till 11am. Wonderful every day with Mr. Sum for an entire month or so. I believe Summer one Starts May 29th, and ends July 3rd, and then we start Summer II on July 6th.I dont know for sure if I want to take Summer II or not. Weather i want to or not we need the money from the finaicial aid refund to pay off bills for my Mother and I. I may be stuck taking Summer II weather i wish to or not. I more and likely wont be graduating in the Fall as intended to.

I made D's in a couple of pretty important classes. Figure Drawing I don't really want the pain of retaking it if I dont have too. I fell so far behind in that class the week I was sick in February that it was literally very hard for me to get caught up. Same thing happened in Portfolio Preparations. Portfolio Preparation is an important class to set you up professionally for the Graphic Design realm of work. I really blew the class off more then I realized. I started researching guidelines and what entry level graphic designers need to know to go into the business. I did a lot of growing up this summer, and realized that that I still have trouble identifying different font classifications in typography designing and things like that. I'm not ready for the real world of graphic design jobs I dont think. Plus I think the fact that after gradation and me being on my own " in the real world " scares me. I dont know weather or not I have enough knowledge and know how to make it and function alone on my own. It scares me...I dont really know what to think in swallowing that pill yet.I've been too focused on other things in life to really settle down and do what I need to do. Romance, relationships and such have really taken a toll and I'm realizing now the hard way with a slap in the face that reality is catching up to me.

For now...as much contemplations as I've done in this writing and many many hours before...I think I'll retire for a few hours nap. Enjoy your holiday weekend!